To my lover, that she might escape by rober2, literature
Literature
To my lover, that she might escape
I've held you here, close in-between
my knuckles, so bruised with mute
mutiny, they beat at the thighs and the ribs of me
we can pretend that we're lovers, not
drowning together to gather
love scraped from under nails
or concrete halls, from
painted walls beneath
high-way-gray ships of the sea,
that are skies that are meant to be
burning with passion and purity
but wreck the horizon with infantile agony
and sails to the endless, oh, anywhere at all
I'm sorry, this place
will get the best of us yet
The worst part is
the books that are unwritten as you speak
the letters writhe themselves off paper
fly off like carrion birds,
drown themselves in inkwells
And our conversations fade
into meaningless noise
the syllables force themselves
down your throat
and mine
and have no longer been spoken
static
I am forcing your body
into air, a ghost
seen in some crowd
I wrote you letters
of these hollow woods,
perhaps your tongue was tied
or planing out your teeth with supple motion
licking forth a better smile
a brighter future, at least
you never answered or gave word
that you had seen the fog riding
from beneath the trees on grey stallions
or that the woods themselves were
leaning out and giving way and
turning grey, mist breeding
hollow spines on brittle branches.
It is not that your hands
are not here to be held, but that
they are pointing over hills I cannot cross
to seas that are salt with excitement
just as
the trees do not grieve the passing of the leaves,
except that they are over the horizon.
This air between us, dead as hair
and soft as tombstones,
is alive with the corpse
of a look you once gave me.
These looks
These looks are as living
As fat worms in rotting coffins
chewing out the livers
of people who lived and embraced,
who were closer than anything
but worms to the flesh
(they meld into each other, are
full of each other)
I will burn you to the roots
of you and grow a garden
from your ashes. I will drag you
(Heels grinding firmly
into ground)
to the edge of who you are
and throw you over, lover,
I will carve you from
Your molars and your bones
To my lover, that she might escape by rober2, literature
Literature
To my lover, that she might escape
I've held you here, close in-between
my knuckles, so bruised with mute
mutiny, they beat at the thighs and the ribs of me
we can pretend that we're lovers, not
drowning together to gather
love scraped from under nails
or concrete halls, from
painted walls beneath
high-way-gray ships of the sea,
that are skies that are meant to be
burning with passion and purity
but wreck the horizon with infantile agony
and sails to the endless, oh, anywhere at all
I'm sorry, this place
will get the best of us yet
The worst part is
the books that are unwritten as you speak
the letters writhe themselves off paper
fly off like carrion birds,
drown themselves in inkwells
And our conversations fade
into meaningless noise
the syllables force themselves
down your throat
and mine
and have no longer been spoken
static
I am forcing your body
into air, a ghost
seen in some crowd
I wrote you letters
of these hollow woods,
perhaps your tongue was tied
or planing out your teeth with supple motion
licking forth a better smile
a brighter future, at least
you never answered or gave word
that you had seen the fog riding
from beneath the trees on grey stallions
or that the woods themselves were
leaning out and giving way and
turning grey, mist breeding
hollow spines on brittle branches.
It is not that your hands
are not here to be held, but that
they are pointing over hills I cannot cross
to seas that are salt with excitement
just as
the trees do not grieve the passing of the leaves,
except that they are over the horizon.
This air between us, dead as hair
and soft as tombstones,
is alive with the corpse
of a look you once gave me.
These looks
These looks are as living
As fat worms in rotting coffins
chewing out the livers
of people who lived and embraced,
who were closer than anything
but worms to the flesh
(they meld into each other, are
full of each other)
I will burn you to the roots
of you and grow a garden
from your ashes. I will drag you
(Heels grinding firmly
into ground)
to the edge of who you are
and throw you over, lover,
I will carve you from
Your molars and your bones
There are ghosts in my bloodstream
kissing concrete cells &
the bedroom eyes of nerve endings.
( foreign words
engraved into my marrow, birds in my chest
& wars not yet fought between my hips. )
I've taken myself apart every night
since I learned how to swallow a pen
without gagging;
limb by steady limb.
Passed around by grabby hands,
a sold, & borrowed daughter;
I am a lion among sheep,
drunk on life & ink.
Mother, I want to come home
to see familiar faces and places,
wooded trails my bare feet
would know by feel, even now.
I do not wish to be here
so ill prepared, with my
sad collection of wares,
my teenage son, running
from monsters we invited
no matter how unknowingly.
I've done nothing but
that which I thought best
though I confess, emotion
takes its toll on intelligence
for if it didn't, I wouldn't be here
pleading with your cold dead bones.
I am the mother now- sins committed
by my son are sins I also own, and so
it goes, and so it goes.
i dreamed of
growing up a
willow but
didn't budge
from the oak
grove, stayed
unsubtle &
strong. where i
tried to feather
out my edges
i stayed firm
& full coarse.
where i tried
to love i lost
limbs & shed
another layer
of calloused
skin. where i
tried to weep
gracefully i
kept tripping
over my own
roots, kept on
sobbing some
thing awful.
The revolution started
with a lean hunger,
an empty purse,
and a mail order bride
(who thought a crown
was just a rich girl's hat),
eating cake
off her lover's belly,
growing plump and soft
while the crowd grew
thin and hard
with sticks and stones.
The city no longer smiled,
just tossed in its sleep
and dreamed of angry beasts,
swollen and shameless,
flat on their backs
while the gutters
ran with stars.
All he left you
was the fear of flying -
the accidental tilt of gravity
against the air
and pull of atmosphere
that cracked the ceiling
of your bedroom.
You thought he must be Icarus
from the scent
that tattered the sheets
and the soft, white down
you mistook for rapture -
a sweet tryst of love
and friction.
But the sun
was cruel that day -
abrupt and lethal,
beckoning you to the window
to study how he wore
the April morning
and watch as ecstacy
made criminals of his words.
He Idles At the Break of Day by cwedmart, literature
Literature
He Idles At the Break of Day
He idles at the break of
day with a hum-song
from his engine, winds careening
along windows cracked, and the
copious chirps of an April bird.
"Is it music?" He wonders - that
ordered-chaos-well-from-the-soul - an
ostinato engine to the stringing
of windly breezes - and the singing,
oh how the singer sings her sun-dust
melody, like angels from tree-lined
shadows on a horizon of blazing light.
When it came, everything
changed; the endless line
of traffic erased as if by
magic from her mind
the constantly clattering
prattle of people ceased
birds brooded in trees
beside the river's rush
so suddenly hushed t'
was almost startling
but not... she thought
of absolutely nothing
and in that space found
all she'd ever wondered.
Tonight no strings affix my wings to anything-
my bones become wind chimes to Chopin's notes
as I'm flown high and blindly blinking
through the milky way, a water-light
shimmer on a glassy lake, brilliant, awake
as spring's first bobbing robin, twice as hungry.
I always thought the stars were dot-to-dots, and still
the challenge lies in making all the right connections.
Forgive my weakness, woman,
and my albatross-hands that roam
from island to island, in search of rest.
Forgive me also
for my fish-school eyes, they dart from side to side
in search of something that glitters - prey
or the great white Kraken, or both:
"I have wrecked too many ships, and seen
them scream, I have held them like a lover;
come, my children," it tempts, and lies
softly at the bottom of the sea, singing.
Forgive my oceanic absence,
and the lapping and the lapses of my tongue;
it writhes in my mouth like the Kraken -
a treacherous, twisted creature
is love, and I do, make no mistake.
https://realartizt.deviantart.com/journal/Write-One-Poem-308149460
So I stumbled over this journal earlier, and it's a deviant asking other deviants to send him pictures or poems which he will then use in a fucking commercial newsletter. Well, nothing wrong with that, except this particular deviant is supposed to be doing this himself, and he hasn't been doing his job and now he expects the others to do it for him.
For free.
But in return, he'll like totally put in a good word for them and maybe someone will buy their prints (sure they will).
What a fucking scumbag.
"Hey, why don't you come by my office sometime this week and do my job f
Relaxing, listening to techno (which is not my usual type of music, but boy can partying be infectuous) and reading "also spracht zaratustra" - life is good.
Your name came up today at the forum and I realized I hadn't said hi in a long time. I saw that you were active here recently so figured it was a good place to leave my greetings. Hope all is well. Happy new year.